It's one of those days I'm missing you more than usual.
Do you miss me?
Probably not.
You said goodbye with such ease.
You ripped the band aid off so fast,
While I was still slowly peeling it back.
Smiling seems so fake now.
It's just my mouth saying "This would normally be funny,"
With my eyes saying "But I just can't seem to find happiness right now."
I hate those days where I miss you more than usual.
They're so painful and slow and real.
I never wanted to feel this way again,
But I guess that's just how it's supposed to be.
The smiles all mean nothing,
While my thoughts are my world.
Picturing the happy moments make it worse.
Because when I smiled I didn't know your thoughts.
They could have been the same as mine,
Or they could have been on "goodbye" the whole time.
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