How You Know

You may not care what others think,
But you sure as hell care what he thinks.
You can never look at him
Without thinking "he is so beautiful".
You always look back on what you did wrong
And what he did right.
You have a guilty pleasure
Of seeing him in your dreams.
You can't breathe when you think of him
Not wanting you.
You think about him all the time
Because so many things remind you of him.
You think you're over him,
But you know you never will be.
You accept all of his flaws
Easily.
You only cry you heart out
When it's over him.
Your heart soars every single time he talks to you,
Even if it's not a positive conversation.
You never worried about his loyalty
Because you trust him a little too much.