Why Haven't You Been Writing?

There's nothing to write about when you don't feel anything.
I could write about the shower water burning my skin or
The stabbing pain in my abdomen once a month or
The headaches from working at a fast food restaurant or
How nice it felt when someone wanted to hold my hand but
The anger from December,
Loneliness of January,
Discomfort in February,
Betrayal from March,
Fake smiles in April,
Bitterness of May,
Shock in June,
and Force of July all stopped
Once August came around
and September passed.
There was only the shower, cramps, and comfortable view.
So instead of waiting for a feeling,
I called you.

~ Lia Rose 12/01/15